Where I need to live

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NOTES FROM THERAPY. MAY 2006

There are three spheres: on one side is the rational, on the other is the emotional. Overlapping both is Wisdom - that is where I need to live.

You have to do the mundane work as well as creative work. Accept that they go hand in hand and always will.   0  0  1  7  44  Ever Studio  1  1  50  14.0   Normal  0      false  false  false   EN-US  JA  X-NONE                                                                                                                                                                                       /* Style Definitions */table.MsoNormalTable{mso-style-name:"Table Normal";mso-tstyle-rowband-size:0;mso-tstyle-colband-size:0;mso-style-noshow:yes;mso-style-priority:99;mso-style-parent:"";mso-padding-alt:0in 5.4pt 0in 5.4pt;mso-para-margin:0in;mso-para-margin-bottom:.0001pt;mso-pagination:widow-orphan;font-size:12.0pt;font-family:"Century Gothic";}You don't have to like it. Not liking it is fine. If it helps to have a tantrum, go ahead - scream “THIS SUCKS AND I HATE IT!”.
Then compose yourself and get back to work. 
You can give yourself a treat when you finish.